Wednesday 30 December 2009

Heres to a rant for new years.



A quick doodle of a character I thought up. I want to try animating him and using said character for a platformer game I hope to build this year. It's one of my resolutions.

I plan to hold a few resolutions for this year
1: Stop smoking and focus on looking after my health
It is getting pretty bad now, I may not be able to do anything to ease my mind, but I can try to treat my body a little better than I did last year.


2: Get a GF
I may get off with some girls, but I can't say I'm one bit happy, I want to be able to care about some one and be cared back, I want to be able to spend and enjoy time with them and love them, I've wanyted to maybe since school, but what I get is just hope shattering, I don't want to take care of myself anymore, now I want to find some one that will pose as a reason for me to stay here, I've said it enough times, and its so frustrating that I may never get to be with the person I love so much right now, it feels she's raised the bar so much, she can make me happy and she barely needs to try, which is something few other people can do, I'm too depressing...

3:Just get better at composing, coding, animating
I want to make an animation, I want to make better music, and I want to make a decent game.

I feel like I'm giving myself alot to do... I might be mentally set for faliure too, it may be my last ditch attempts to save myself before my depressed mental state becomes fatal, if it hasn't already.

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Maybe if I'm a good enough artist you will be able to read this and understand what is happening without me needing to explain what's happening... I'll try to patiently wait and find out.

Thursday 24 December 2009

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I spose I should say something merry for today. So merry christmas to anyone reading this.

I have been given a laptop, it also counts as a birthday gift I'm told, it will give me more time to work at least.

I'm already thinking about my new years resolutions, what kind of plans can I possibly make for next year, it's hard though, I would say I'd like to be with some one I like, but I don't want to get confident and full of hope just because I usually get my hopes crushed everytime I do get my confidence and hope up. If only I could be more talented, intelligent, and have a more positive outlook on life, if only...

Tuesday 8 December 2009

3 new midis


Rage on the road Online recorder


Starrynight Breeze 2 Upload Music


Then came the snow | Music Upload

I've got a few lying around I guess I should just submit, there's a point in doing this, for I will now begin to fill this page with more and more content, regardless of the quality for I wish to pretend like I've done alot!

Practice 1



A quick practice done completely digitally, usually the line art would at least be done on paper.

This is meant to be a lighter humoured moment, just taking the time to remind myself what the characters are like and go durr about it. It also gives you a small insight to the steps this comic goes through, it's not perfectly correct to how I do things but it gives you an idea.

Sunday 6 December 2009

Cooking trip







THIS is a cinamon and apple pie that I made, and it's awesome, I'm usually making lot's of desert like things, milkshakes and pancakes, but this was above them.

Even had to make an apple sauce mix up virtually from scratch.

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